So many unanswered questions

Last month I kept having this image of me bungee jumping off a cliff and as I fell my soul was being stripped from my body. I must have imaged this image a hundred times but recently this image has changed to me falling on my knees with my hands on my head, kinda like if you had a really bad head ache. Unlike last month this image is dead on as far as how I'm feeling. I want to talk to someone about how I feel but they never understand me. I've tried talking to my parents, school counselors and even a psychiatrist they are no help, they tell me that i'm like one of their other patients this really ticks me off because I'm not like anyone else. I've been classified as many things by many people but they always try to diagnose me before hearing the whole story. Like a doctor trying to treat a patient with out knowing all the symptoms I'm repeatedly misdiagnosed. Today I finally figured it out; what I have is an addiction. So now I finally got my answer but I'm still not satisfied I still have so many unanswered questions like: How do you fight an addiction that's in your head.